Why am I doing this?

I will keep this short  You can go to my personal website andrewjang.com if you need ;ore of the backstory.  I built this site to be seen, not by the world but by  three specific people, Tim Christine of the NFL PLayers Association, Andrew Beaton of the Wall Street Journal and Jon Humbert who used to be with KOMO 4 News in Seattle. The odd reality is that by doing such and admitting it, I effectively handed them my power. But my writing across each section I felt the need to create on this site doesn't reveal that. They each in their own way from the series parts where I present facts to clear my name to the absurd ones where I act like a child all work together to say something else. That I got hurt, and I'm upset.  And the only way for me to get out of this mess is to get through this mess - in my head. What is true. What is not. What can I live with. And what can I not. I won't know until I express it all, say it all and feel it all, one last time--and after, who knows. maybe this site can do something good for someone else. Until then, this is nothing more than me figuring it out loud publicly 

Andrew Jang