Todays Note To Self

Its interesting how I keep forgetting that I am in Europe. Sometimes, it doesnt feel real. Others, i feel it in my bones. I think partly the reason it doesnt feel real is because i still cannot really afford to live yet. I am just kind of gettnig by, my biggest splurge is a bag of Doritos --ok, three or a can of soda. But besides the gym, I do not go anywhere, so a lot of the time, I feel like I am just living my same life, a few thousand miles away And though the language may be different, the road signs and the money, the survival and just gertting by has not changed and that is why I feel like sometimes, I forget, I am in alive, in Europe ----and that needs to change ---so what can I change? Well for starters, this gaping hole in my pocket where money used to be.

Andrew Jangs Note to self - alive in Europe